Random

Past few weeks have been a big big waste,

Mind seemed like totally screwed up,

without knowing what am I really doing, what did I say, what had I done......

Flirting here and there meaninglessly

was what I did in the past few weeks.

Puzzles, confusions, inferior complex, self-hatred, stiff neck,

backache, muscle cramps.....

Are these signs of DEPRESSION?

don't no...

Damn need a "PEACE" of mind.

Somehow really feel like wanna talk to someone else,

my best friends forever - Hanli, Ling, Pei Shi, Eva, Chai Wen....

I wanna share my inner feelings with you all,

I think that's the best way to relief stress.

***************************************************************************************

Ever since admitted to college,

my perspective towards the nature has changed,

I learnt to deal with people from different backgrounds, races, religions, cultures....etc

MCKL has provided me with valuable social exposures.

somehow I have to change my attitude and learn how to adapt to a new environment.

Orientations, ragging, interactive activities...whatever

asked us to do foolish things in front of seniors,

punished us to do unnecessary deeds,

that time I was really pissed off.

those kinda programmes seem immensely dumb to me at first,

make us feel like so stupid and childish,

and now eventually I know the reasons behind,

they wanted to Embarrass us in order to wipe off our strong EGOISM.

On one particular day, forgot which day,

our lecturer told us off,

"If I found out anyone speaking their mother-tongued language in this college,

he/she would be fined RM1, office bearers fined RM2, doubled!!"

Huh, it meant that I would be fined RM2 if I accidentally speak Mandarin,

worse than the previous ESP....

OMG, it's kinda challenging,

as used to speak Mandarin at secondary...whooh!

fine, just treat it as a NICHE,

somehow we still have to speak English whenever, wherever...

so I have to try my best to COMMUNICATE with no qualms,

phewwss, my mouth is getting lazier, keep closing for every moment, must motivate it ><

MCKL CAT,

7 students and 3 lecturers,

a family of 10 members from diverse backgrounds,

Zin Dee, Kerhi, Preta, Srin, Omar and Yujin.

Omar, the Algerian guy who always stands tall and with a shaggy-beard, refined and "experienced".

Yujin, our senior from China, forgot from which province already,

friendly, outspoken and hilarious.

Lecturers > Ms.Guna, Mdm. Chong and extremely funny guy, Mr.Ferns.

The rest are my adorable kitties >< = CATs), we have not much differences externally :(

Lastly, before put my pen into an end,

I would like to express my words of wisdom to all my CAT members by saying

"Balancing is our talent, so strikes a balance in every aspect of your life, manage your time wisely and enjoy life!"